Friday, March 5, 2010
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"I thought you two are so loving..." -Anonymous
HAHA!! Yeah, we WERE loving. At least SHE was loving, I still am though. Oh well. Looking back at everything one can easily see the differenceS at how I'm being treated now.
I came up with a philosophy, here goes:
In a relationship, there's always give and take. However, if there's always too much give and no take, no reciprocation yet with added piles of shit, you will still end up continue giving. Why? It's a compelling force called Love. You try to avoid it, you can't. It's compulsion. And if you're taking and not giving, then you're not loving.
Well, at least this applies for me. Hey, this is MY philosophy ain't it? DUH?!?! Haha..
Anyway, had a really really nice talk with Lui Ting last night.. Bumped into her on the way home and we ended up talking for like 3hours? Haha.. (If you see this, you probably googled ur name again huh? :D) I didn't know we had so much in common, you know what I mean... If you don't know, go use lmgtfy.com.. XD Hahaha!!! Anyway, you please take care and don't think so much.. And REMEMBER, you offer me a drink BEFORE and not after yeah? :D idiot.. Haha..
And anyway, it got me thinking. If someone in a relationship of more than 2years can let it go, why can't I? I'm starting to think you aren't worth so much. I'm not saying you're not worth it or anything, I'm just saying it's something like I'm loving you wayyy too much. I'm doing so much shit for us, and what the hell are you doing over there? A little contradicting to my philosophy up there, but since there're not much returns, yes I do still continue giving, BUT I'll start to hold back alot blabla, ahh you get what I mean.. And probably one day I'll grow tired... Oh well.. Whatever.. You probably dont care anyway..
And yes, I'm starting my attachment this coming Monday, Wincor Nixdorf, for 6weeks.. I hope it'll be 8-5pm.. If not I'll just quit school.. Haha joking!! Hmm, assembling ATMs?? Sounds kinda fun actually.. But dunno what the hell we're actually doing yet.. Heh.. Oh well, I hope someone makes time for me though. I'll have time after my work, it's all up to you. I'm serious, if you aren't gonna do something about your 'cannot go out at night and on weekends' thingy, you aren't gonna see me for 6weeks. And btw, our anniversary is in two weeks' time, so yeah. Just letting you know. (: You wouldn't be reading this anyway.
Okok, I got a last minute date from my best friend, gotta go meet her now!! Bye!! (:
Labels: Where's the love?
the CITYSCAPE; 3/05/2010 09:58:00 PM
