Tuesday, December 29, 2009
A long post, for You.
I'm pretty sure you don't understand why I was unhappy yesterday. Do you know how f-ed up i felt/feel when I see you like that? Everytime I think of that and remember how you were like, do you know how damn sick and f-ed up I feel? Do you know how painful my heart is? Do you know I can just go and die? That's something like what I feel. And yes, in case you're wondering, that's how I'm feeling now when I'm writing this. Seriously, very fun meh? So what if you win? You want me to give you a prize for that?? -_- Seriously, I do not wish to see you do such damn stupid things anymore kthx, damn dead seriously.
And I'm sorry for raising my voice at you last night. I was, and still am, very upset at what you did. I know you care for me and what not, but for now, I do not care the very least. I told you specifically before, and you still did it. I've already said what I want to say last night. Whatever it is, whether you're sincere and meant it or not, I hope you'll be more mature, think before you do anything and not do something like this again.
the CITYSCAPE; 12/29/2009 12:16:00 AM